I keep trying

My biopsy results came back, no cancer. The doc did not really explain what is going on with me and upped my thyroid medication dose. I am feeling better all over. I'll take that as a win since I feel better. Hopefully getting everything under control will put me back in control of my body and give me the chance to have a family of my own before it's too late.

No real word on the house yet, but it's not a dead deal yet. I am staying hopeful that they will accept my offer. It would be easier on the bank if they would sell me the house. It would make me happy and they wouldn't have to deal with foreclosing on the house.

I honestly think that it's my turn for things to go my way. It was a rough summer, but I really think everything balances out in the end. It's time for things to go the direction I've been trying to get them to go. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy. I love my life and the person I get to spend it with. There are just things I want to be better, like my job. I just want something different. I am almost wondering if it's just time for a new career. Maybe I need something different all together.

I don't know, this entry is kind of all over the place. I think I am just rambling the thoughts in my head out. Sometimes that's just what you have to do whether it makes sense to anyone else or not.

Have a good night. I hope your dreams come true and you get what you want in life.