Happy

You know something? I am pretty happy with where my life is at this point. I have a boyfriend that loves me, a job that I like, and just a general joy with my day to day life. I'm not really sure about where I physically live, that's an ongoing decision. Some days I feel like selling my house in Los Angeles, and just being done with it. Other days I just want to move back there and take the house back for myself. Is LA where I'm supposed to be? Right now I'm in NC and it's okay, not ideal but okay. I could sell my house in LA and buy a nice place here. I just don't know. When my ex husband and I split up I wasn't sure where life would take me, and to some extent I'm still not sure. I'm just taking it one step at a time, and keep moving forward. I really want the more normal things that life has to offer. I want a husband that is a true partner in life. I want a family. I want a home that I own and live in. I want to be comfortable with my life and happy when I wake up in the morning. I want adventure and to be able to travel some to places I've never been. And I want to quit smoking. That's an odd one to throw in at the end, but it's true. It's something I need to do for myself and my health. So that's where I'm at right now. I'm good with that.