What's next?

I am 2 months in to the new year and I am getting restless. Raleigh is not my home anymore, and it hasn't been for a long time. I am missing city life, and I don't care what anyone says Raleigh is not a real city. This place is driving me nuts. It's boring! I need to find somewhere else to go. The only problem is that I really like my job here. I really don't like being this close to my family. My mom is nice and all, but it's the expectation that when she wants something it has to be today. Like we don't have anything else going on. It can get frustrating sometimes.

Okay and the one other part about moving again that would suck, is the actual moving part. The expense, the packing, the unpacking. When my husband and I split, he pretty much got all the stuff we owned. Now I have gotten new stuff and I don't want to give it up again. So selling what I own to move is not an option.

I know everything will work out. It's just going to tak some time. Right
now I need to concentrate on the moving of the rest of our stuff from Chicago to Raleigh. Getting everything in one place. Then we can pick it all up and move somewhere else. Fun stuff.