Less than two weeks now

This is just weird. Am I really selling my house? Is it really going to work out this time? It seems so unreal, partly because I haven't lived in that house for a while. Shoot it's been over a year since I've even seen it. It makes me distant from the whole thing. I am looking forward to finally being able to have that fresh start. No mortgage for house I don't live in, debt free, with a world of options open in front of me.

The funny thing is that a move to back to California is on the table right. Clay got offered a job in Palm Springs, and he is at least considering it, which he should. After all it is something completely different, and far away from NC. Don't get me wrong there are a lot of good things going for us here, but being this close to family is a pain sometimes. We'll see what happens after the house sells.

Right now I'm just letting things happen, and seeing what the results are. It seems to be going pretty well for me. I am trying to learn to relax, which is hard for me. I worry by nature and i wonder what will happen when I don't have to worry about the little house anymore. Clay says I'll find something new to worry about, he's probably right.

Let's see, what else is going on. I went to the dentist recently and there is some dental work that needs to be handled but I'm doing it a little bit at a time. I am also going to a consult with an orthodontist. I have had braces twice and my bottom teeth are still crooked. This bothers me a lot. The dentist said they may just need to remove a tooth to make room in my mouth for my teeth to be straight. Okay, I can deal with that. It would solve a lot of the dental issues if those bottom teeth were straight. I'll go next week and figure all of that out.

Life is moving forward and this time I'm moving with it. The direction seems to keep changing, but I'm okay with that.