Excuse me while I roll over and die

This past month has been insane, scratch that, the past 4 days! I went to work on Friday and was laid off a week before Christmas. It was a total BS reason, and I'm pretty sure it was financial decision. My feelings are hurt and I don't feel like I can trust anyone. Then later on that afternoon, some good news or so I thought.

It would appear that my house that I've been waiting 3 months to close on can finally close. I found out the day I got fired.I thought it might be okay until this morning. Since it took so long to close my rate lock on my loan expired and I have to start all over, but now I'm unemployed. I am not seeing a home loan in my future.

I am so distraught. I am a good person, with a good heart, and I am getting shafted. I have no idea what to do. I just want to cry, but I'm too angry. I can't sleep at night. I'm just so confused. I applied for a new job this morning and called about an application I had previously submitted somewhere else. I just feel like running away, but I'm an adult now and that doesn't really work. So I'll just sit here and have a mild nervous breakdown