I guess I'll just keep trying

Christmas was nice, and it was good to be around people that care about me. There is nothing like getting laid off to find out who really cares about you. I got offered a job at the skydiving center, awesome! I can do it part time or full time, I'm going to talk to the DZO when he gets back from vacation, but he had sent me an emil with a job offer.

I had an interview for a general practice I applied to, I am not sure I can do general practice again. I have a working interview tomorrow, and we'll see how that goes and what they offer me. I just weird, they are very doctor dependent and I feel like I might get bored because I won't have to think or be challenged anymore. I'm just not sure about that one yet.

I've also thought about changing career direction all together, just find something new. So I've applied for a job with a little something different than what I'm used to, and I'll see if they even call me back. Ugh, looking for a job during the holiday season sucks.

I did have a wonderful Christmas and I managed to stay upbeat the whole day. (that part has been hard for me) I am looking forward to the new year and the changes that come along with new beginnings. I may not get the house I wanted, but if that's what is meant to be then I will come to terms with that. Everything happens for a reason, and I am being forced in to change I wanted anyway. I know everything will eventually be okay. Bring on the New Year!!! Happier things are heading my way. After all working at the skydiving center would be fantastic!

See I'm doing better today, and I occasionally get a good nights sleep. It would be nice if my brain had an off switch though.